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Date: 3.12.12
Time: 19:42

London, Paris, Medan, Dubai, Istanbul, Bangkok, KL and coming trip to IPOH...
No matter where I go and how I live my life, it doesn't seem enough
For 2012....
So maybe New Zealand should be my ticket out for greener pasture!
Ready to embrace 2013 with a bang!
No more looking back...!
Time to skank away bitches and jerks and dance thru 2013 baby!!!
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Date: 21.8.12
Time: 01:20
Happy Pill

He was what i once thought a Happy Pill
Who will brighten the dark sky with his smile
Hug filled with warmth to get rid the cold I truly hate
Instead he is just a pill of addiction
that is not benefiting me much as i thought it will
adverse side effects that just got me high
and then plummets to the ground, leaving cracks
Its what I called a pendulum of tolerance
Jealousy was the sickest bug
Constant assurance was the reliever - never a cure
I wish the Happy Pill I found lasted
No pill has ever made me feel this Happy
The pill has to go before it destroys me like how
Amy Winehouse was destroyed

P.S. I wish Julius the Cat is around to put that huge smile on this almost lifeless soul
 
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Date: 14.8.12
Time: 11:00

I have been feeling quite strange lately
it's like a mix of anger and sense of longing
totally confusing and its making me feel frustrated
Its one hell of a mix that is putting me off
getting the hot and cold out of me, feeling like a ticking time bomb
I seem to not want to do anything other than laze about in the house
I am officially depress yet again
It's totally happening at the WRONG time!
Festive period is coming right up and I have to behave
I can't afford to be hot or cold to anyone
I need to find a solution or at least get out of this rut!!
I'm constantly dragging myself out of bed!!!!
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Date: 11.8.12
Time: 01:39


A lovely song that's so addictive! It's always stuck in my on reruns
Every time I hear it!!! Can't stop listening to it...!



The situation.....
Minus the line that goes 'when you say things like you don't give a F***'
Cause its my line





This is what it is most of the time.....from the nonsensical fights
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Date: 9.8.12
Time: 03:21
Hoping for a Rainbow

Hoping for the Rainbow to form to get to the pot of gold, 
Has lost its patience with the rising Sun
Things have taken its toll, be it for the better or worst
Have yet to form a plan to call my own
Following the current of the sea is what seems best
Wherever it leads to, I'll just be please
The wave and wind will just unfold
To whatever that Life has for me
Hence now, I leave my fate it the hands of my own
Which are quivering in its attempt to persevere to be proud of its worth
I hereby declare defeat for the life that I once fought for
Life goes on nonetheless for the better or worst
Thus i shall put behind all my fears and lead & live life to the fullest

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Date: 24.7.12
Time: 03:08
What I am now



Blinded by vague
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Date:
Time: 03:03
Surprise July!

One news at a time, be it good or bad. Its been one hell of a month.
Signed off my Annual Performance knowing the grade obtained
Exceed Expectation, nice.... but the comment was Neat & Tidy!
I've been promoted to a rank higher and an increment! 
Went for interview to take on a new challenge & I got it!
Am having problem completing the application online tho with
the deadline being 2 days away!
Its fasting month and I had to embrace it with my weak health
recovering from a bad URTI, what luck!

Been feeling sort of like a roller coaster strangely, and I am spending
my four days off from work at home, in state of Rest In Bed and nocturnal.
Can't seem to convert or say take myself out of this current state
not knowing what exactly I want out of my life now.
Anyways since I'll be back at SCHOOL in time to come! Maybe it'll be a good
time to set some solid plans and goals to achieve, whatever it may be.
For the mean time I thot of revamping my whole room but I only started like
at 4 plus yesterday and had a slow start. So unlike me koz I always tend to do
revamps pretty fast! I don't even know what I want out of my room!
Freaking depressing ain't it...
I realise that I have been shopping way too hard for my own good as I
am literally running out of space! I need to get rid of this VOID before
I convert to a HOGGER or worst a BANKRUPT!
Have 2 shampoos in the shower and 2 shampoos in stock
Soaps..... freaking four 500mls bottle, not inc of the mini ones and
bars! My lingerie drawer is so robust that its screaming 'Upgrade Me'!
and I have been saying "oh yeah I have this top/dress/tee"
I think I will need a walk-in wardrobe! no more a mini one!
Expand my wardrobe and just have a bed at a corner somewhere!
I say if I had my own 3-room flat, the other room will be my
dressing room with stacks of shoes & heels, hangers of clothes
drawers full of lingerie, a cupboard full of toiletries. Prolly I can pull of
a bi-annual 'garage sale'
Seems kinda fun plan! *grinning away*
Maybe I shall end my day with this in my head
and have the smile slapped on my face while I go to Lalaland
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