What's the point of pushing a topic or issue and in the end not talk about it at all?
What's the point of trying and not succeeding after so long?
What do you think I have been doing at this while?

Why can't I retrack the situation to higlight what I needed to highlight?
Why is it so difficult for things to be discuss decently?
Why does my past affect you so much when I'm here with you NOW?

Who do you think has change most in the journey?
Who am I really...???

When will thinks be simple?
When will these obstacles stop?
When will I grow up?

Where do you see this going?
Where should I go?

At the end I shall say I am sorry, koz I feel like a miserable failure.

Kit help me with my skin please, I need it by February!!

Had AWESOME time with my larhlings....

For the 1st time I sang of all the Karaoke sessions!!!

with a bad sore throat and i knew almost all the ENGLISH songs

they pick, sadly not the Malay songs....OOoops

Only those that Fadillah adalalala sang while sitting behind me

in classes in secondary school that jolt my memory of the songs!

Didn't get to sing the Spice Girls songs!!!

Deena and Fyd were great company in the afternoon onwards...

Deena look awesomely cute with the HO Ho Reindeer head gear I had...

Meet you peeps soon...Now I have to sing

to Josh since I sang with all of you...

I broke one of my principles!

#Not to sing in Public#

Am reading a book which is originally Japanese

but have been translated to English,

which consists of short stories.

Very deep and I do get lost but I

do love the book, its by

Haruki Murakami - Blind Willow Sleeping Woman.

I can never continue to the next

story straight away...

Each story makes you think and wonder.

Cool book for me as its the

1st kinda of such book I've

read and am enjoyin it.

***

I made time away from work to run

errands today and I pissed

someone off - IM Super SORRY

The day was definitely fun minus

the hiccup. Shopped, ate, posed

and I got smack in the face

due to a folding incident

with my own hands

My bestfriend laughed out loud!

Thanks EHK~

I laughed too - out loud!

Bought Rompers for DEENA!!

*****

Im starting to feel Nausea from

the movements.

Am trying hard not to vomit.

Can't slow down as time

can't stop for me.

So I have become complacent

out of convenience.

This page looks boring, haven't find the time to revamp it!

***

I have been accepted to Curtin University (Australia)

and am having second thoughts now.

Things have been difficult and it feels like

a never-ending nightmare.

However it has start to feel like a

heart breaking story with a twist.

Finally got to see Fyd on 31 May
Her tummy ain't that big... but I bet the baby
will be a chubby healthy bundle...
We bought Pizza & catch up...
and we had a late comer...Josh...

Kit engrossed with her story telling...

Wawa in her sexy long dress...

Yan on the cute stool...

The mummy-to-be feeling well rounded after

the no. of drumlets...

Check out the patch...haha~

The rest of night was filled with these peeps playing

Taiti and there was a lot of commotion...

Work have been a bitch for the last month

incoming things for me to clear are getting thicker

as time passes and I am sick of sorting my own mail

I never had to do this rubbish till this year!

And recently I'm a covering for a new portfolio...

Hopefully the IC doen't take long leaves

Koz Im at my wits end with my own portfolios!

Feelng a lil bit lousy, and i thinks its all related to WORK!

Anyways got photos to show!

Azhar's POP on a scorching hot day.

The appetizer, salad, damn good~

The sticker upon entrance