Complicate-Me

Date: 28.4.07
Time: 16:18

I'm currently applying stain remover on my

white uniform which is stained with munky's

blood.Blood that was gushing from his scalp

a few days a go.It took me a while

to clean it because the images

that i've experience on that very day was

t0o painful. The injury was self inflicted & I

had the priviledge to view it upfront without

a choice. My world became a turmoil on that

very day. This is t0o personal to share, but i

would just like to share especially to those who

loves to self inflict pain. Please love yourself then

others will love you. I know it sounds s0o cliche

but it makes sense somehow.

How could you

hurt yourself whenever you'r down or angry..?

I've asked myself that question before.

I know that there is

a sense of satisfaction to compensate the pain.

How can you love others but not yourself? isn't it

as if u won't let others love you

because u don't love urself? Because of what the

others see in you, you don't even see it yourself.

Did it ever occur that hurting

oneself is like hurting ur love ones

indirectly? That is if they do not know

about it. What about those who knows?

Continue my life story...

basically i'm no longer with Munky

The Chapter ended 2 weeks ago...

To my dear peeps...

those with meandering thoughts

This might stop it...

I don't think i need to explain

myself about century square

but hope this will extinguish whateva

u peeps were thinking...