Sweet Vengeance

2012-01-23T10:47:00.000+08:00

I ended my leave with a Bang!
Went out for drinks that proceed to partying at Avalon
Met a crazy ex who happen to have found me on
facebook recently and asked if i was married!
Straight up asked for a standby husband for the night
Should I bump into him upfront! Koz i said I was!
Well things lead to another when the husband asked
to act like one, I miss how FLIRTING feels!

I still have the magic!
When I buy fags and have to present my ID
cashiers seem to be appalled that I'm of the age
Do I dress too casual or young?!
Or.... I just look young - which I doubt so
with my scarred riddled face!

Met Josh recently and he said I seem to be more bubbly
Good sign I guess
He posted a question recently
"Don't you find it strange when serious planning have been
discuss and things just went wild and that whether there is
still something to work for since the split"
My answer is Yes and No
He said he's willing to whatever I state as he's putting
the ball in my court, my retort is this
Well, when you don't like how one thinks after 5 yrs
Change to an individual who's thinking you fancy
**AMIK KAO**

2012-01-20T02:12:00.000+08:00

I've set my mind to start dating!
Its gonna be dead but I gotta start somewhere
So I tested the market and hung out with some
guys and asked what are their ideal girls
Aesthetics and personalities
well just to know where i stand - need to do my own reflections
So as of now I am at no point to reject dates unless
I have been out with the guy and there is no appealing
factors for me to go on to the next
or should i try 3 dates?
Bleearrgh!

2012-01-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

I met him as he invited me to view his apartment @ Reflections
It just felt so comfortable
Fret not nothing silly happen, we just hung out
It felt good but my decision still stands

I have received a shocking message from Munky
a crazy ex that never in my life i wished to
bump into anywhere! For god's sake!
He found me in Facebook, i sure hope he doesn't
remember my hp no. please! If he remembers my
no. and where I stay I may have to move out temporarily
reading the exchanges of replies to find out how he found
me gave me goosebumps and sweat pores were at work!
I am scared now, seriously!
He caused a 8cm gash on his head and blamed it on me
Me who sent him to the Accident & Emergency to get it
stitched up and paid for it and never once thot of getting
reimbursed - and he BLAMED me for all!

**Shivers down my spine**

2012-01-12T06:20:00.003+08:00

I miss him so much to a point of restlessness!
I'm hooked on a Korean drama - Protect the Boss
I miss leaning on him and his smile
I feel so useless in overcoming this phase
How I wish I can be hypnotized for the better
can't help but keep thinking of what and where
have I or it had gone wrong for us to have gone
this way, it is just so hard to just have the reason
of "things are just not working out"
ADELE seems to sooth my sorrow although
her songs don't fit my situation but just fit
the pain and sorrow

Didn't I give it all
Tried my best

Gave you everything I had
Everything and no less

Didn't I do it right
Did I let you down
Maybe you got too used to
Having me around

2012-01-09T04:19:00.000+08:00

Clouds of thought seem to storm my night
Can't help but feel cheated for 4 years thinking that
he was the one, the one I'll grow old with
Eternalize fond and joyous memories that we would have
along the years to come and not to forget the wars...
I just happen to realize that we recently ate at Far East Plaza
and a fellow colleague happen to pass by, whom he greeted and chatted
with for at least 8 mins and he somehow blocked her view
of me as I remembered them in a tango of conversation
He didn't even introduced me! It NEVER crossed my mind till NOW!
I feel furious over this as the dark clouds overcast my thoughts!
Then there was the rejection of sending him off before his flight to Japan!
Revealing that he doesn't want his colleagues to see me, I feel like
a mistress. Am I so bad that his society will not accept me?!

FML
"What do I want" seems to be a question that I can't answer
Its scaring the life out of me that I myself can't seem to decipher or define
Throwing money around seems to make me happy now
But ain't a good habit to keep
Can't seem to get a hold of myself
I think I have withdrawn myself socially to protect my raw wound
Can I banish their memories of him with the gadget from
Man In Black - that would help me heal tremendously!
It ERKS me now to see couples in the moment
NOT PDA, just those entangled fingers, fingers thru the hair
hand on the face, looking into each other's eyes, etc
These drive me to role my eyes in ERKSOME & JEALOUS fit!
I need a solution - maybe a holiday alone will help
Self rehabilitation to the darkest storm and out - hopefully
I yearn for a warm body to snuggle up and cradled to make me
feel safe and comforted and promise that life will be better
as I will come out stronger to face the world!

2012-01-07T12:15:00.000+08:00

I can't stop reminiscing those fond memories
That wry smile he has, the stubbles against my skin
The moments of greed over meals and fighting for the
loudest burp after a sumptuous feast
I can't help feeling being pulled into this loophole
thanks to a kind soul's pouring his hearts out about a girl
I have been dodging him to prevent myself from being
sucked into the hole again.
Had supper with a long time friend, it was
good time spent laughing my ass off - a good break
from HELL at work
I have to return to hell this afternoon tho, I wish
Little Nicky was around! Haha

2012-01-03T00:56:00.000+08:00

Life seems to start on the right foot for the year 2012
Keeping me self occupied and well
accompanied with my love ones!
Feelings of lost is still present but not as bad as
I had anticipated....
Looking forward to opening new doors for a better
lease of life and fond memories
Cheers to the off days with great plans coming up!

2011-12-31T02:05:00.001+08:00

Completed 2 days of night shifts and brother is on Holter monitoring

Went for dinner with Farhan's darling friends @ Canele

Got back not too long and I'm doing an overhaul of my wardrobe

Just cause I can't find a particular pants to do some climbing later!

Have been feeling down and out on Thursday evening

Found my eyes teary - for what reasons I'm not sure its JUST

Maybe cause I have been thinking what went wrong with my 5 yr

relationship and i guess it went downhill from there.

At dinner Farhan's friend's situation reminds me of mine somehow

It brought me down too and I feel like ice cream can help

but I don't seem to have the appetite these few days!

I wonder what's my weight by now!!!

Gotta get back on my overhaul got an early day later!

2011-12-27T13:19:00.001+08:00

Its a great afternoon to head out and do a brazilian!

A little snip to the crowns and maybe a nice serving of rich tasting Gelato!

Been splurging my ass on loads of novelties,

overstocked on soaps and have a perfume for every day of the week

to rotate for. Boy am I spoilt!

Gotta be thrifty for the coming year as no well-to-do boyfie to

feed my indulgence!

2011-12-27T04:40:00.002+08:00

I'm back and gonna type hard!
Fairytale have a happy ending and mine ends with a relief!
Not a good thing but surely satisfactory
_Maybe for now_
Starting a new career and a year has past and yet again
having thoughts of changing career again!
The roller coaster ride for the year of 2011 have been an awesome ride
ever that I myself can't just swallow.
I have gotten all the "ideal" guy I want after each break ups that I had set my mind to
This time I shall leave that a blank and let my heart speak instead of my prayers answered
I shall devote this space to journal my life at a
Quarter of a Century

Conforming is something I despise now
Vices have been my blanket that keeps me warm
Traveling keeps my heart beating
Insomnia has been my boyfriend
Shopping is my Euphoria

2010-12-12T21:58:00.000+08:00

Some things are taking its toll, while some have taken its effects.

Time has change me and the people around.

New commitments made and old ones broken - for some stagnant.

I waited for 2 hours today at the airport in hopes of surprising Josh.

With the little information I had, I picked terminal 2 although there were

flights coming in from Hong Kong at terminal 1, 3 & Budget. I selected 2

koz of the given gauge time he quoted and boy I screwed up. Isn't it wonderful

that every surprise plan that I have tried to throw always screws up, for

the past 5 years? Is it a sign?

Additionally I have become very anal with my sleeping hours or i'll be

super groggy like a grumpy spinster! LOL hence gonna sleep now!

2010-09-26T02:11:00.000+08:00

I totally abandoned my commitment to update my blog

while I was in Perth! I realised that I don't have much picture

kept at my of my stay there koz they're with Mel and Syuhrah...

Any who, I feel like I have grown emotionally since staying there

altho for only 6 months. Time sure fly altho im staying in mundane city...

I'll like to thank to those who have supported me

in any way while I was, Love You All!

2010-03-02T00:28:00.001+08:00

Had my first class at 8am its been some time since I

wake up at 6.30 even going to work I'll wake up

only at 7 plus plus. It was a big module to swallow

for Monday mornings! To top it off my next class is

4 hours later and this will be my Monday schedule

for the next 10 weeks so I guess I'll be doing lotsa

loving at school as the walking back

and forth to school and back to 'home' is a

chore under the gleaming sun!

After a day out in the sun, I smell like clothes being hung to dry.

My skin is suffering as I can feel the cracks when

I stretch them! I have thong tanline on my feet! Pwretty!

Had Lunch at Nandos a Mexican ( i think) eatery which had levels

of spicyness for your serving of chicken and I picked very hot and was

disappointed! Kit...I want your mom's nasi goreng recipe pwease!!!

I want spicy stuff as I'm tired of spaghetti, bake beans or tom yam!

I want perspiring, lip burning spicy food!!

I'll be super tied up with my assignments and readings soon, as I have

mountains of journals to find and read!! Its tough to be

out of touch from full time education and come back with

tonnes to read & write!My handwritting sucks! Koz I haven't

been using my fingers to write so much!!

I miss hanging out wit you larhlings!

Basically hanging out in Singapore!!!

I want to eat at coffeeshops and have

mee soto or nasi lemak as breakfast!

I want to go out at 8 and find eateries that are open

nearby and serve warm yummy food!

Ok gonna shower and hit the sack!

Selamat Malam Singapore!

2010-02-23T18:10:00.001+08:00

I am very amaze of these caucasians who are

bare bodied and some bare footed at night walking around

while the temperature is like 20 degrees! it was acually

going down to 18! Plus girls are in hot pants or super shorts

and cold breeze are blowing thru the night!

And the dudes are warm to touch! hmm...while i'm there shivering

and chuttering my teeth away!

House parties are common here and if it gets boring

they'll move outdoors. Beers are cheap here, selling at

minimm $12.99 for a six-pack stubbies!

Stella are at $23...pretty cool. However we

have to purchase with our passports in

hand!! Even cigarettes! Haha...

BUMMER

Things do get pretty boring here as shops close

as early as 5/6, some eateries at 9.

So alot of us will tend to hang out

at people's places. Haiz....

and eat watch tv and LOL

That's all nothing much!

I'm starting to feel lifeless here!

2010-02-20T20:28:00.000+08:00

Went to Swan Valley and it is scenic. Vineyard & Winery was first then

Chocolcate Factory and lastly Harbour City or something.

Bought wines from them, didn't get anything

from chocolate factory and at

Harbour City I only took the temperature.

And my body could't take but the view is much more

awesome than Fremantle and the wave are much

more stronger or maybe the weather is

factor. The sea breeze left me with goosebumps.

Its cooler that the breeze at ECP...

I am tired from the trip tho koz I have been

spending and walking around.

Have spent a third of the money I brought over.

Da boleh gigit jari!

Pictures are in FB.

2010-02-15T23:01:00.001+08:00

I went out for dinner with Melissa and her parents today.

Went to City of Perth, couldn't get the sceneries for pics as we were in the car

and I only have mobile phone. You knoe how "great" that pic will turn out to be.

We wnt for dinner at Adelphi as most of the restaurants within

Bentley are close and its only 8 plus.

What Mel's dad said was that Mondays are their rest days here.

So whatever it is I'll find out soon..

So I tried Kangaroo Fillet today!

It tastes like beef!! Nice tho with caramelised

onions and mashed potatoes.

The serving of the mashed potatoes is bigger than

a serving of rice in S'pore!

They served 3 fillets of the kangaroo meat but

I could only take in 2 and no more than that!!

I gotta show you one pic tho which is on the

board as one of the meals there are

advertising for...

And the last pic is my pathetic lunch!

So cute right? Monkey Gland and I was thinking

what gland will that be.

For those who are lost there is

no monkey stuff added its just the

name of the dish!

Ya that's how much light the City of Perth had!

And this was my lunch! Sexciting huh!

2010-02-13T23:31:00.000+08:00

Went to the mall today and alost every lady is wearing a sundress!

If not bodycons dress! It was like a sight you'll see at a beach party.

I can see all kinds of boobies that u can name! Its summer so its ok.

Everyone was presentably dressed! Not like some in S'pore who

wears FBT shorts to town. Furthermore the sun is much more glaring!!

I miss my shades! Forgot to pack them!

I've got some pics to share. And here a bottle of Mountain Dew

Cost $3.50 and i bought a kebab for $10.70 with extra sauce which

cost $0.80, power meal! Yeah right! Fags here are in packs of 25 maybe

koz I went to those shops catered for it. Don't know if there is anything smaller.

The clothes at Myer is like those you can find in Topshop

Checkout the size of the box of Fags here

The mall has four wings I was amazed! Kmart is also around!

Local fresh shop sells anything like oyster sauce, chilli and what not

that we can find in S'pore easily and cheaper!

The coins from top is $0.05, $0.10, $0.20, $0.50,

$1.00 & $2.00, cool huh..

Alamak tembalik

2010-02-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

What's the point of pushing a topic or issue and in the end not talk about it at all?
What's the point of trying and not succeeding after so long?
What do you think I have been doing at this while?

Why can't I retrack the situation to higlight what I needed to highlight?
Why is it so difficult for things to be discuss decently?
Why does my past affect you so much when I'm here with you NOW?

Who do you think has change most in the journey?
Who am I really...???

When will thinks be simple?
When will these obstacles stop?
When will I grow up?

Where do you see this going?
Where should I go?

At the end I shall say I am sorry, koz I feel like a miserable failure.

2009-12-24T23:51:00.002+08:00

Kit help me with my skin please, I need it by February!!

2009-12-24T23:49:00.000+08:00

Had AWESOME time with my larhlings....

For the 1st time I sang of all the Karaoke sessions!!!

with a bad sore throat and i knew almost all the ENGLISH songs

they pick, sadly not the Malay songs....OOoops

Only those that Fadillah adalalala sang while sitting behind me

in classes in secondary school that jolt my memory of the songs!

Didn't get to sing the Spice Girls songs!!!

Deena and Fyd were great company in the afternoon onwards...

Deena look awesomely cute with the HO Ho Reindeer head gear I had...

Meet you peeps soon...Now I have to sing

to Josh since I sang with all of you...

I broke one of my principles!

#Not to sing in Public#

2009-11-03T00:25:00.000+08:00

Am reading a book which is originally Japanese

but have been translated to English,

which consists of short stories.

Very deep and I do get lost but I

do love the book, its by

Haruki Murakami - Blind Willow Sleeping Woman.

I can never continue to the next

story straight away...

Each story makes you think and wonder.

Cool book for me as its the

1st kinda of such book I've

read and am enjoyin it.

***

I made time away from work to run

errands today and I pissed

someone off - IM Super SORRY

The day was definitely fun minus

the hiccup. Shopped, ate, posed

and I got smack in the face

due to a folding incident

with my own hands

My bestfriend laughed out loud!

Thanks EHK~

I laughed too - out loud!

Bought Rompers for DEENA!!

*****

Im starting to feel Nausea from

the movements.

Am trying hard not to vomit.

Can't slow down as time

can't stop for me.

So I have become complacent

out of convenience.

2009-10-23T13:16:00.002+08:00

This page looks boring, haven't find the time to revamp it!

***

I have been accepted to Curtin University (Australia)

and am having second thoughts now.

Things have been difficult and it feels like

a never-ending nightmare.

However it has start to feel like a

heart breaking story with a twist.

2009-06-07T12:21:00.008+08:00

Finally got to see Fyd on 31 May
Her tummy ain't that big... but I bet the baby
will be a chubby healthy bundle...
We bought Pizza & catch up...
and we had a late comer...Josh...

Kit engrossed with her story telling...

Wawa in her sexy long dress...

Yan on the cute stool...

The mummy-to-be feeling well rounded after

the no. of drumlets...

Check out the patch...haha~

The rest of night was filled with these peeps playing

Taiti and there was a lot of commotion...

2009-06-07T11:35:00.006+08:00

Work have been a bitch for the last month

incoming things for me to clear are getting thicker

as time passes and I am sick of sorting my own mail

I never had to do this rubbish till this year!

And recently I'm a covering for a new portfolio...

Hopefully the IC doen't take long leaves

Koz Im at my wits end with my own portfolios!

Feelng a lil bit lousy, and i thinks its all related to WORK!

Anyways got photos to show!

Azhar's POP on a scorching hot day.

The appetizer, salad, damn good~

The sticker upon entrance

2009-04-29T00:24:00.008+08:00

The newly Wed...

The Solemnisation which happened in March..

Last meet up of the single Mastura...

2009-04-26T03:42:00.007+08:00

I have loads to fill up my boring space...
I recently when to Harris Resort with my colleagues
had loads of food and activities...
I got a huge bump on my left forehead
a mysterious one in fact
Went to Timbre prior to the morning departure
And yesterday just went PRAWNING and caught only
ONE prawn out of the THREE hours but it was fun!!
Fyd's tummy is finally showing at 7 months..!
I already got Winnie the Pooh bottles for her baby!

Other than that I am feeling awefully PISSED!
I don't get it, shouldn't you be considerate to update people of what you
are doing and not leave the person to wait on you despite giving you
the time to get back. Why must be last minute notification?
Im sick of "playing by ear" F**K'n sick of it!!!
Im Sick of not KnoW'n, Sick of Answer'N
Im sick of guessing, Sick of FrowN'n
Sick of endless doubts!
I may not say it upfront as i belief its something that people go thru
But its too much...my threshold has reach its limits!

I am happy and at times euphoric but SICK just balances it.
What am I to do? No @%!@#!? idea!
Its a constant debate with no conclusion

I am bloody sick of going to doctors too!!
one after another, should have become a doctor!!

Im sleepy now...will update pics some day.

2009-02-02T20:31:00.009+08:00

Have some pics to share for a

trip to Harris Resort Batam in November...
somehow it was a fulfilling trip

and without hiccups

Day 1.

Explore area with enthusiasm

Monkeys by the bay...so actively loving

Had Japanese and Korean lunch...

Day 1.5

Bowl for the evening...i broke a nail *bummer*

and had dinner at the hotel's restaurant

Day 2.

Slept till noon...

Went for spa at 3pm til evening

the scrub HURTS...

Day 2.5

Sheesha, drinks and munchies

to further soothe the nerves and tummies

Day 3.5

Had a romantic dinner buffet by the bay

Accompanied by live quartet

look at the no. of plates...

Day 3.

We went to town and I had

A&W meal...

Day 4.

Waited til we past the time to go to the

jetty to catch our ferry....

2009-02-02T19:54:00.004+08:00

Its been ages since I have updated...

Let me include the back dated details in

a few entries. However the first news

is...FYD & SALIHIN tied the knot on

31/01/2009..!!

Aby, Wawa, Kit and me

had tears all welled up when

Salihin came to sit with

Fyd on the wedding dais...

Well we have the first in the group to

get hitched and the next question is posed

"Who's Next"

Bets are made and here's the verdict

Kit bets it Me...

I bet Aby (but Kit says tak pakai)

koz all are aware she is getting hitched

next year May

but there is plenty of room for

someone to jump the queue

Hence I bet its Wawa...

Nevertheless it was

a blissful wedding

Josh & Me wish them

all the best in building their

path together...

As always I don't have any bloody pics...

2008-09-07T17:13:00.006+08:00

Woohoo! I feel fresh!

It felt like ages since i had a

good sleep. I've been shopping like I'm rich

for the week. I bought two dresses, a top,a skirt,

two bags and a shade. I have busted my own expenses

by going wild shopping alone. Now i know why i

don't encourage myself to shop alone HAHA

I've got a nice surprise for

everyone, its a comical one base on a gift

that was given by one of Josh's colleagues.

I was told that everyone in the office was

given howeve am not sure about the

type of animal they received....

The wrist rest which Josh received a DOG

Can you see the dog's cone? Its not missed out!!

*lol* i had a good one in the car...

Josh didn't even realise it

He says he can count on me to point out

this kinds of things....

It just too obvious to miss!!

I asked him to go around and

ask his collegues if their's have

a cone like thingy under the wrist rest!

gotta go and help me mom in the kitchen

toodles!

Ooo......i got me shades..big one

I just wanna show....heehee

2008-09-06T11:52:00.002+08:00

Damn it! I had to miss a lot of things

yesterday thanks to the course I had to go...

I missed the screening of the video and hanging

out with my larhlings...!!

I had 56 emails to clear by Friday collectively

although I had slowly cleared my email every

evening... Basically I had to attend a morning

course daily for the week except that Wednesday

is a whole day course...when I return to the office

I had to go for Testing of the new system....

Hence the work was piling up in my in-tray

and in my emails...

The wonderful thing is although i set my out-of-office

message I had people recalling their emails...

woohoo~

I am in the office now sulking

and testing....

I'll update more tomorrow....

Just needed the space to complain

*toodles*

2008-08-19T21:56:00.013+08:00

Hello~

Its been a month...close to a month

A lot have been happening...

Project involvement at work...

Ouh ya I got to act for a training video

for my company cool huh...and i found out

that i SUCK @ IT big time

haha....i was having fever on the day

of the shooting and what every sick people

will be like I had a sulky face...

I'll put up the pic of me

It makes me look weird rather than

a friendly and courteous staff haha....

Plus my cousin got married too

catered by Fatimah Mohsin,

ok lah but they were

not prepared to face the crowd we had

To a point where everyone had to help as

the tables are not cleared as they only had 3

guys to clear tables... However every other things

are nicely decored and organised.

Pretty claustrophobic day as its held

at Bukit Batok CC i think and there

was too much carbon collected.

How the place looks like facing the dais onstage

taking pretty pics at the pwetty dais

and got nagged for it by someone...blueykZ

Flower girls who are my nieces and the flower boy

who's a neighbour, quite a handsome boy i say...

First attire with the grand entrance

with company of the Kompang

The bride's dress have a lovely train.

Second attire, sweet green i say.

Last attire for the day, to go with

the theme of the wedding set-up

Black & White

but i dont like the train...

2008-07-22T16:44:00.007+08:00

I know I'm very late with the pics...

I only have the pics of the Tioman trip physically

cause we used a cute old skool waterproof camera..

so no underwater pics will be shown

once i get hold of the pics

from the digital ones then I'll upload..

****

So you're in for the party huh Kit...

I'll source out the place lah for the moment....

Do inform me what any of you want to do

as in theme or what not....

**Kit- you're having fun w/o me too~ *winks*

2008-07-05T22:54:00.004+08:00

I'm going to Tioman on Friday 11/07/08!!

woohoo~

I'm excited... going with the gals at work

Party and eat all day...before my month

with the project starts!!

Im involve with this program testing

and its a vigorous testing

that will leave me away

from my desk for half a day

and my in-tray & emails

are going to pile up~

for 30 days!!!

So hence i Have To enjoy

til i get sick...haha!

On 20th June my company

organised a party at The Arena

Damn great party which had

the 98.7 botak dj as the host..

one hell of a joker, my tummy

ached frm all that larfing

the drinks suck tho...

as in diluted but i think its because

its a private party...

maybe when its open to public

it aint that bad...

I like the alley way to the toilet

0opsth i left the pics at my office

love to share the pics...

this is the only pic i have in my phone

at the moment...

catch up with ya gals soon

i intend to hold a pvt party

end of the year...

buzz if you wanna join in the planning!

2008-06-11T22:57:00.009+08:00

eh'0oh~

I'm drowning at work...!

Some departments are just so hard up

this freaking month!! i think i lost calories rushing

up and down between 20th floor to 26h floor

and more pple are tendering!!

Anyways enough of the mundane shits...

I'm going to Tioman next month!!

woOhoo~!!

I can't wait...!!! t0o bad Von can't join

it'll be Mel, Carol and me...

all excited~~

Oh ya on saturday....
I went for the duck tour~!

It was pouring cats and dogs and the canvas

D roof was leaking!! because there was a

water pool on it...

That's what they say lah...

and pple start to have their umbrellas up

to shettle them...
haha..including me!! and the uncle

driver said that me and Carol

look cute with the umbrella

and took our pics with his own camera!!

He told us to look for him for the pic

Who will?? I know I won't....

But then no regrets...

it was at corporate rate...a third of the

original price i think....

I got to bump around and get wet in

the morning under in a duwk boat

under an umbrella~!

2008-06-02T14:53:00.006+08:00

I'm back!!!

From Batam....

it was a quiet place at Purajaya Resort Beach

I saw Fauziah i think..watever her name is

from Junyuan Sec...d netball player...

Of all places to meet one of these people...!

She still looks d same....lumpy....0ops!

Harris Resort was full hence we picked here...

The food was acceptable, no diarrhoeas

nothing can tingle your tastebuds...

I miss McDonald's somehow wen I was there

The staffs are gentle and well mannered!

If you are in a big group you

can have the place to urself!

Day 1- To Berjaya Beach Resort

Just look @ it, it was a bumpy road aye

As soon we reached our room,

we unpacked and took a nap and

woke up to catch a glimpse of

sunset from our window...and had dinner

took a scroll around the resort

the air con was pathetic, it only feels

cool at nite altho its at the lowest!

Day 2 - In a taxi to Nagoya Mall

We took the ATV, which i tompang

didn't have the guts 2 ride my own after

looking at the track!!

Took a shower 2 clean the mess,

from the ATV ride, I kena most...

We decided to go to town,

they recommend Nagoya City or something

Waterfront is an hr drive while Nagoya is 30-40 mins

We had A & W Coney Dogs, root beer float

And curly fries !!

On the box is says "Tuesday is Coney Day"

Day 3 - Trasnfer to Ferry to head HOME

I say the trip was great koz

a) we bought a $25 bottle of Baileys' d 1L,

I tried to drink as much...half of it is left in the

room frigde koz we can't afford to bring it home...

b) We got our A&W supper!

c) we tried their KFC food which serve 2 pc

chickens with Rice!

d) We spent only S$175 (+/-) on food,

transport and activities.

e) We get to catch up on our sleep

f) Josh got his massage....

g) we caught a glimpse of sunset!!

2008-05-19T12:57:00.004+08:00

10 May 08

Mothers' day and birthday celebration!!

Fun ride to Spize at Rivervalley (mom's pick)

and my brother got me out of the car

to assist him in parallel parking...

As you can see in the pic, happie faces

of stuffed tummies...

The menu there is different than the one at

Sempang Bedok but i shall highlight that

I enjoy their steak!!

Served with sweet Onions, two

blobs of mash potato

chunky brocoli and carrots...

The meat is freaking tender!

The above are gifts from my colleagues at work

however i was a lil peeve with this temp staff

he asked "you'r ONLY 21??"

So bad ryte? Do i look older than 21??

Im starting to get worried since he said that

TWICE!
However it was a good birthday celebrations

It was celebarted on Friday and Saturday...

Saturday afternoon, me & Josh

had lunch at Pastamania...

Yum yum...!!

been some time since I at there...

And he bought me a Swatch watch

Which is so sweet looking and i Loike!

2008-03-30T19:54:00.002+08:00

Its been a week and 2 days since my grandma passed on

1 month is how long i've loathe work EVERY DAY

2 months since I update my blog....

Haven't been vigilant but will try...

Still down with all the happenings...

Am having 2nd thoughts in all my

decisions in life that i've made...

Concern for my future,

worried bout my health and my mom's.

However I'm Still Very Keen with Our

Getaway As a Group!!

I know I've been missing a lot,

I don't lke the feeling....

will catch up with y'all soon!

2008-02-09T11:34:00.000+08:00

sob sob sob

i suffered an allergy and i don't get

to enjoy my hols as much as I want to!

I have no idea what's the cause,

spent $50 at the doctor for just a steroid

cream and antihistamine tabs!

pathetic....! My skin was like a RASH field

at night as it seems that its the convinient time

for an outbreak! I had to make me self

drowsy on the 1st nyte of attack

to prevent myself from scracthing!

I took 4 pills of muscle relaxant, slept like a log!

Woke up feeling like i had a

hang over kinda heavy headed.

i can't take a clear pic of it...

Anyways girls dont knoe

if u gals did wen to St James...

hope u all enjoyed ya hols....

I'm outz to slumber on my bed!

2008-02-03T11:03:00.000+08:00

Got myself a comp!!!
w0oh0o...!
I've been having nytemares lately...
they'r weird but after thinking about them,
i think i've figured them out....
these dreams i'm sharing are for the last week only...

1)i dreamt that i met a guy that i once been with...
all happy and loving, lyke McDreamie.
however i lost him as he disappear into
thin air, n i was lost
*I don't want to loose some1*
2)someone i have to liase at work
from another compnay was bullying
me and i submit to all his orders...
n i feel frustrated as i can't do it
and don't want to do it but got no choice...
i see papers and here and there
i was drowning in them.
* i hate the restructuring and the pressure
is on n i feel other's pressure t0o
n it SUCKS!*
3) i was with a fair lil gal with thick
black luscious hair, with straight
heavy bangs, all chubby with pao (dim sum)
cheeks and big round eyes with
greenish brown pupils! we were having fun larfing
& playing.
*i want to have a kid/s??
koz based from the look
of the girl, those features are
what i wish my kid/s
will look like when i have them!*
4) I was with a lil boy, damn cute with
those long curled eyelashes, he was running
ard and i decided to join him in his run ard
d big house, til we came into a pantry like
place where there is a mid age lady,
very pretty for her age and all nice...
talking with a guy...
then i sat with her with a big smile
thinking that i know who she was
and she will like me...
however after introducing who i was
and am who to whoeva....
her smile disappears and she had
this "i will never like her" (referring to me)
and i had a hard time with her
i ran away crying s0o damn hard....
*monster-in-law? watch tt show before?
I'm scared of that happening to me.
VErY scaRed....*
5) today i dreamt me n my lil bro especially and his
lil cousins...we were like on a mission like
thing...i woke with a shock
*no f0oking idea*

I don't usually dream, these strings of uneventful
dreams are scarring the shit out of me...
plus i am waking up at 7 or 8 in the morning when
i usually sleep til noon
on my weekends!
I'm S0o Hyped about Wednesday...!
i'll be comng from Sembawang....
anyone wanna meet me somewhere 1st?
sighing off
~*dD*~

2008-01-31T17:18:00.000+08:00

I've been questioned t0o many times about my blog

i should be fine, i know.....

a lot have been happening and my home comps are down...

imagine two comp down at the same time

with different probs....UNBELIEVABLE

Anyways n anywhos....this is so far i can update

for now...oh ya heard we'll be gg to

Cafe del Mar on chinese new year eve...

woohoo!

hope i can get a laptop over the weekend..

haiz....

sighing off

~*dD*~

2007-12-29T17:00:00.000+08:00

I'll be damn....Its been a long while since i blogged

A lot of updates needed...

I'll start with the crappiest ones,

there's a reshuffle of dept and a whole lot

of promotions going on...I'm lost w it

I got a proposal to enter another dept

as they noticed my work *LiaR*

basically the whole restructuring sucks!

Then came this events of unfortunate shits

happening around me, be it family or friends.

Its been some time since i've smoked but

been sneaking a puff or two...

Trying to quit you see (",)

somehow its not that hard for me...

except when its a crappy day, the desire juz

creeps up on me...

i hear wedding bells from my cuzzins and

i'm completely curious wat the hell

are they thinking? 0ops...i guess they juz feel

its time for them to settle down....

Its not my perogative...

hah i finally used the word..cool!!

don't know if i use it correctly...

+++++

As for my boring life

I have this thot that suddenly pop in my head

When will i be ready for marriage???

Somehow the age that i can think of is earliest

24 ...four yrs dwn the road..

woohoo but i wldn't mind having kids 1st

wahahahaks

I have people of my age all ready to settle

down...n i'm like what's the rush??

maybe i juz don't get it yet...

Next on my mind...

What do i want to do for myself...

What's my next step,

what achievements do i need...

shucks....

I DON'T KNOW

thats wat i keep coming up with...

as for my Larhlings...

Hope to see ya babes n dudes soon

I don't want to countdown....

i feel t0o miserable to do so...

t0odleS!!

2007-11-25T18:57:00.000+08:00

I went shopping with Mas at Bugis Village yesterday.

She was looking for a bag and a pair of pants.

As for Moi, I'm supposed to get myself a shoe

and a medium size bag for work.

Instead of getting wat we're supposed to get....

Mas bough a dress with large prints that i truly adore

a shoe that's comfy and looks all silky. She still got

one of the things in her list tho, her bag.

As for Moi, I got myself another dress

Been buying dresses

lately, its easy i guess....hehe....

Earrings...altho i have tonnes at home.

And i Splurged on a Leather Bag...

$185... n i just got my pay... sieow..

It's a bargain tho...

price was at $199 and i got it at $185.

My first successful bargain...

cheers to me.....

and i can't afford to shop or i'll be broke

hear from you babes soon

2007-11-18T16:36:00.000+08:00

hoik hoik hoik.....

I'm s0o guilty of abandoning my blog...

anyways...decided to add a pic of me & josh

at genting...I was t0o sick on the 3rd day

n t0o excited on prev days tt i only

start taking pics on the day i was sick...

c0ol huh....damn...

It was cool, had a lot of fun with the rides.

Rude counter girls from the mall and i saw a flirty

waiter that squeezed a chef's butt cheekily..haha

Was sick for a week once back from the trip...

missed a few outing with my larhLings...

Then i went to a co. BBQ at The Callista

Wonderful spread of food, was stuffed and

someone's daughter feel into the pool,

haha n she had to wear her lil sis's clothes that

miraculously fit!!! She's 8 and the lil one is 5 or 4...

It's been some time since we partie...!!!

When are we going to LarhLings????

Please don't tell me countdown....

Its going to be a tough crowd....

anyone going to ZoukOut??

I feel like going ehk.....8 Dec ryte?

Anyone?????

Text ya girls s0on for a Party!

*Dd*

2007-10-20T12:25:00.000+08:00

Finally I got something to blog about!

First of all.... SelaMat Hari Raya AidiLfitRi...!!!

Salah dan Silap Harap Dimaafkan....

On thursday i was waking down the interchange

to take the bus home when a guy walking towards me

suddely tapped me & asked "where r u gg?"

For the life of me I have no idea who it was...

he repeated was he said and I helplessly gave him the

"who the fark are you" face....

he took off his specs and said "its Haq lah, from JYSS"

i was like "ouh......you..." i still cldn't grasp

who he was until he walked away! he insisted on having my no.

i wouldn't want to give!!

K basically this guy was said to have a GREEN letter.

There was once at school he chased a gal ard the

canteen just to kiss her as some1 have dared him to...

The gal end up crying and traumatized..

everyone at the canteen saw it!

there was a lot of crazy things he did....

til one point of time he was no longer seen at sch...

some said he was sent to imh, some said he got expelled...

I can't belief that he remembers me!!!

phew...lucky he wasn't insistent with

the number....

Anyway girls.... I'll be away on

30/10/07 - 2/11/07

will going to Genting on vacation....

don't worry its not a Honeymoon,

I'll be going Josh....So if i don't

reply any sms on these days...I'm sorry

Miss you babes...

sorry couldn't make the drinking session....

See ya peeps soon!

2007-09-30T10:46:00.000+08:00

Oopsie...i left it to collect dust again.

I'm guilty of abandoning my blog.

I don't have much to share i guess and am bored

of how my blog looks like.

Anywho...

Prince Charm and Slipperella are back together

compromising and trying to work things out.

Basically they'r busy romancing one another

ahaks...nothing lewd...

its a feary tale remember....

I can't wait to go on a vacation!

I don't think i can afford one at the moment

but i will figure something out and plead my parent

for a loan...that's so selfish of me...

i doubt i'll be doing that anyways..

t0odLes!

Ouh ya i just got to tag this..

I finally saw my long-lasting fwen HIGH

i can't say drunk koz she refuse to

admit she was!

"i'm not drunk koz i drink white liqour,

I don't get drunk on white liquor"

Blueyk u'r wasted!!

2007-08-25T23:52:00.000+08:00

Was blog hopping n happen to stumble upon

someone that i used to know...

I'm flabergasted by some of her entries...

such a fickle-minder, I can't belief she is hanging out

with someone who she once sort of hate, and had this

list of not to do things which totally was what she had

done before... tsk tsk tsk....

its sad when someone just realise that what some

people were saying were only true after a few years

have passed...t0o bad lah....but she seems happy....

all the best to her life.....

*******

As for Moi~ I'm back on cloud9...!

Yeah..the arguments and fights were worthwhile

Anyways As for the LarhlIngs...

i saw the outcry....

I suggest going to Blu Jazz

at Bali Lane to hang out and drink...

Its been a long time since we had

such an event....

I've been drinking with the same

person and peeps....

we can either slack with beer

or open a bottle or 2

If not we shall simply have dinner

at Seoul Garden or some buffet place...

I might be organising a chalet...

but it might be shared..

Still considering....

I'll Holla if its confirmed....

for the mean time Friday???

2007-08-18T20:14:00.000+08:00

I feel damn crappy today...

stayed at home lazing n bumming...

Freaking bored n I miss tt someone...

Should i let go or not...??

this freaking migraine im having is

so bad i feel tired trying to make myself

feel comfortable for the day....

haiz....

i have a dedication.....

part of Teary Eyed by Missy Elliot to....

Prince Charm

***

"I wish I could change the way things have gone

And start life of U & I maybe once again

I don't know when and where

but sumthin must've went wrong

And all I have to say.......

Is when I sing this song

I get so teary eyed

Cuz you get under my skin

Can't let you suck me dry

I was gonna marry you, have kids for you,

stay true to you, live life wit you

But look what you've done to me "

***

I've made my mistakes but I'm trying to make

up for it...u always seem to remind me

it saddens me so much that

im trying but u just dont see my sincerity...

2007-08-16T22:33:00.000+08:00

My next weekend is so farked...

Sto0pid kenduri which I'm so0 not bothered

to attend nor am I bothered to mingle....

Juicy Aey....?

Sadly its an old story fearytale...

That never had a clear start..

Can be edited anytime, anywhere

and as you wish...

Lets just say that the Prince Charm

was once seen by your own eyes...

Anyways I got the continuation from there..

******

Slipperella have no idea where to go

Nor can she afford the expense of

moving out of her home.

She will definitely move out of the kingdom

and settle somewhere temporary.

She's willing to settle down with

anyone who comes knocking...

regardless he's cruel, smelly, super irritating

or someone she can never love...

As long she's taken care of...

*****

One day we LarhlIngs need to hang out

and have drinks...!!!

n bitch all about the world, work, life & pple...

miss you LarhLings s0o much!

+T0odLes+

2007-08-09T15:52:00.000+08:00

I'm Back..!!!!!!

Miss me?? Was all comfy on cloud nine...

And was making it work out living on it...

Sadly the cloud gave up on me n I fell hard

on this HarsH PlacE called EARTH

hahahaha...

the paintball has been cancelled due

the lack of enthusiasm n Fyd suggested

to go to Sentosa on a Romp

so give me a shout out about it....

ut sadly on the 25th & 26th I gotta werk....

but its up to me i think i can

always pass the job to some1 else

Its been a long break from here....

i'm gonna write a fearytale!!!

read on if bored....!!!

**********

One night Slipperella hang out in the woods

with her fwens. She saw a couple sitting by the

pond nearby all sweet & in love.

While Slipperella was making her way back before

the stroke of ten, Prince Charm from the pond

came up to talk to her...

Slipperella was taken aback

but took her chances with Prince Charm

from that night, Slipperella & Prince Charm

hit it off quite well.

One year n a half passed, things become more

complicated because of Prince Charm's

obligation to his kingdom & Slipperella's

sudden infidelity.

Slipperella made efforts to prove Prince Charm

that she's changing & try her best to make it out

Despite being thrown into the dungeon

for a few days & labelled...

She never kept any grudge & always

have a smile on her face

at the sight & sound of Prince Charm

Every week Slipperella will

be reminded by Prince Charm of her mistakes

n swallow it all without giving up.

One final day,

after a great evening spent together.

Prince Charm spotted Slipperella's

lie which threw Prince Charm off his path.

Prince Charm chased Slipperella

n ordered her to go to the "better man"

Slipperella apologised

& pleaded Prince Charm but it fell

on deaf ears.

Slipperella felt devastated & walk off

as told, as Prince Charm can't be coaxed any more.

Slipperella came to a decision

to move away from the kingdom

as soon as she can.

As for Prince Charm he continue his duty

to the kingdom & awaits for his soulmate.

*The End*

2007-07-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

Should have not look back when i was letting go.

"Life is too short to have regrets and 'what ifs'"

Agree with it but i think its better that I just

imagine what it would be like & give it my own ending.

Leave the what ifs to play in my mind.

Rather than to taint that wonderful imaginative

story line & i can always change it at any point!

Its my fault that i let people in my life so easily

Its my fault that people get hurt & wounded

Its my fault that i don't know what i want

Its my fault for even trying.

2007-07-08T21:21:00.000+08:00

"Story of my life searching for the right

but it keeps avoiding me

Soorows in my soul cause it seems that wrong

Really loves my company

He's more than a man & this is more than love

The reason that the sky is blue

The clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again

And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I'm happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer

Our love, his trust

I might as well take a gun and put it to his head

Get it over with

I don't wanna do this

Anymore"

I shall put my hands down

as well as my head...

There's nothing i can do to

change what has passed..

"i'll always be the unfaithful one"

2007-07-07T23:05:00.001+08:00

Hey girls i've checked out the paintball thing

Saturday or Sunday??

time slots are 9.30, 11.30, 1.30, 3.30

but in August only the 25th (Sat) is available

the rest are Sundays...

vote the dates

n i'll make the deposit for the

booking & we'll settle the rest of the payment

on the day itself...

$300 for 10 pple

with 40 paintballs per person

tag yeah!!

2007-07-07T22:25:00.000+08:00

I hate paper work...!

i rather do werk that does not involve any paper

how is that ever possible...???

i feel like pushing all the stacks of papers

on my desk into the not so big bin...

i'll settle the paintball event

for ya peeps.. I'll keep a look out

for some where ard d end of nxt month...

So NO EXCUSES for not participating

due to cash problem...

U've been warned earlier please take

on appropriate actions k...

c ya peeps ard soon

2007-07-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

Earlier I had my graduation ceremony

in the late afternoon

It feels so weird to be back at school

It was great to see familiar faces tho...

Got some pics to share

I forgot all about the robe n sort off

dressed up for the day. Didn't get to me that we'll

be in it the whole way.

I always look the same, I'm s0o random

I had something to share earlier but

i don't remember...

Hey darhlings on the 13th confirm?

I have to settle some bills

so i have a budget now. Shucks..!!

Kit please update me about the paintball event

at least let me in on the webbie

i'll organise it yeah

2007-06-27T19:59:00.000+08:00

I'm currently using my bro's comp

my blog look like a DISASTER! nothing fits right

Can i get any feedback whether it happens

to any of u reader(s)? i doubt i have much anyways

especially the right columns the fonts like crap..

but on my comp its looks just ryte!!

I got a slight tan, disappointed with it. Was looking 4

an obvious tanline with that HOT weather.

Despite that sad outcome We larhLings enjoyed...

Altho the physical view was not so great

There was a trio of hunky dudes that

came by late ard 5...damn we had to make a move

2 were chunky n 1 with lean meat n cute!!

[Droolz] sneaking every opportunity to look

(o.o)

Its was a great day that i gladly woke up

on monday morning for work!

Hey i finished the drink...hehe...

I'll get the next drink to replace it yeah!

2007-06-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday me n & my parents

got into a pHreak accident on the

road at the exit to adam rd...

the car skidded on the turn then

the tire burst n the car was left perpendicular to the rd

Freakily amongst the screams & 0Oohs

i found myself with a slight grin on my face

yeah tt's creepie of me....well no one is hurt

thank god...!! *feels like a roller coaster*

(that's wat my mom said while waiting)

while waiting for the tow truck....

at this pt of time the car was facing the

oncoming traffic...

the farnie shit is that a Bangla lorry driver

shouted out "eh one way la dey!"

fark we cant be that dumb...

plus how is it eva possible? it's not as if we'r

at some alley or some thing...

we'r at an EXIT of an expressway!!

well that proves

that the car wasn't that wrecked...

it was only the tire, shredded like paper

n the metal thing that holds the tire

is farked up, bend & disfigured... plus a dent

**PAINTBALL!!!**

# d TP attending had a rookie with him

but he was far from CUTE!! #

2007-06-11T22:34:00.000+08:00

i just started work, tmr is my second day

right now im staring blankly into my

cupboard wondering what to wear

i'm so gonna be crying next week..

The Update is i'm working with Aviva

as an Administrative Officer

yeah i know, study nursing but

do office work...

i keep getting clinic offers...

plus they'r so slow in getting back

i'm tired of going out spending

money like a running tap

but i plan to apply again end of the year

at least im earning money other

than spending somebody's money

n we darhlings can spend the weekend

together n go for the paintball event!!

plus most of us is werking office hrs..!!

so more weekend events..!!

If i can settle down with someone

i know now, i might not

even bother going back to nursing...

i only wanted to get a diploma...HAH

Damn my parents going to be disappointed

I shall just work with him...

haha dream on *dD*

2007-06-02T01:30:00.000+08:00

I'm my own fool in my game
Don't even noe why i'm playing
Hooked just like smoking
A vicious cycle that never ends
Kept calling quits
That never seem to happen

Anyone can tell me why we need that someone?
Because i can't find a good answer to that.
companionship?

Enlighten me please

2007-05-30T19:44:00.000+08:00

my tots are battling ryt now...

got a call from raffles but they only got

clinic positions at

Hougang, Bishan, Toa Payoh, Seng Kang

i'm quite..NO.. very reluctant to work in

a clinic setting...n i ask for them to

give me time to consider

n she agreed somehow plus i asked

alot of qn n maybe she myt

consider not hiring me...HAH!

I can start on the spot as a personal

assistant at this small financial company...

Den an interview with Aviva

which is a DeskBound job

i dont think i can survive that...!!

no calls complain...got calls complain

haiz...!!!! i just feel young to be bound

to a job that does not need much movement

the PA job is tempting somehow risky

Aviva is convincing but shortlisting

can take up to a month

imagine me waiting that long n then not

shortlisted....the clinic is rubbish lah...

i rather deviate for a yr den

start applying for ward post...

2007-05-29T23:33:00.000+08:00

I can't belief i've been living like a couch potato

emptying my account to buy fags n junk food..!!

sick of filling job applications n getting interviewed

but no positive outcome...!!

despite some are not related to my certification

My parents are hoping that i I get my

certificate worthwhile... i doubt so...

i'm s0o gonna piss them...

well i can always join after a few years ryte

but then have to compete n my knowledge

will be *kaputs*

im running out of things to do except

housework which will never ends...

*f0oking shit*

well let me get back to my mundane

almost routine life...

despite some spices its still quite

mundane!!!

2007-05-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

The pit was great....!!

Food was s0o DELICIOUS...!!

n we had a blast with the Marshmellows..!!

It was like a freaking orgasm

a subtle one that is...

but the night lack alcohol..!!

t0o bad 7 Eleven was far...

as usual i left early... around 2am

the tale of Slipperella has yet to end

Anyways went to an interview today

for a part time job

at this fitness club that holds yoga n all that

hoping to get it but they

were considering me getting a job at

a hospital...saying they dont c a prob

with me getting a nursing job

please lah...!! No one is calling me for

interview...!! i dont wanna rot at home!

its getting s0o mundane...!

n im sleeping more then i need...!

(0.0)

2007-05-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

Jokes & pranks are meant to make people laugh

But some dimwits thought it would be

great to gang up & tell me that someone got into

an accident @ 5 plus morning

well those dimwits better not say hi

to me or they'll get a great 5 greeting...

anyways the guy who called me

in the morning.....

u have never been in a

emergency situation before ryt??

cause u did sound fake...!!!

u dont need to say those nice details..

arseholes...!!!

next tym don't make me waste

so much of my sms....

take note that

a boy sheep taker once kept calling wolf

n the village kept getting fooled

he never get helped after

those fake call outs when the real

shit happened n i think

its best they DON'T BOTHER at all

*PS i don't think its farnie instead its cruel*

*u've made to the list of the most HATED*

*CONGRATULATIONS..!! brag a few beers

n get wasted u truly desrve it*

2007-05-15T01:45:00.000+08:00

I went for an interview @ Raffles Hospital

on Saturday morning

It was a good close to half an hour interview

somehow i'm confident with it

altho i answered her qns with silly ans

The lady said she'll call me on Monday

but i got no call from her...

She said she needs staffs...

She said she'll put me up for airport clinic

or the airport transit ones if not

it'll be Raffles Hospital A&E...

She gave me hope by telling me that...

I hope she'll give me a call on Tues/Wed

xxxxxxx

My grandma is suspected of having cancer

and have a failing heart...

she's gg for biopsy ltr so see if the lump

is cancerous...wat's the point??

she's old enough ryte? she's 76

so wats the point of figuring whether

its cancer or not?

just do something bout the heart lah

i know that if its cancer it myt be

the cause of the failing heart

i rather not let her go thru

w such procedures... its bad enough tt

she's suffering but to put her thru all this?

if its cancerous wat can they do?

operate on her?

i guess its betta this way

koz everyone want to know wats

exactly wrong with her

n they'r doing the best for her

2007-05-11T21:23:00.000+08:00

Barren land, Withering trees

Flocks of crows, Darkened sky

That's what i saw when awaken by

News of Grandma being very ill

Head throbbing, Palms itching full of rash

A lil wasted...

Cynical thoughts, Restless frowns

Been missing her so0 much

ought to drop by but put it on hold

the result of indolence...

Went to NUH wanting to see her

but it was rejected as she was

still on observation @ A&E...

Can't help shedding tears

listening to what happen to her...

I don't want her to go...

Not now... Not yet...

At least let me see her

Lepaskan Rindu...

2007-05-10T23:50:00.000+08:00

Thank you Gorge0us n HandsoMes

for the wisHes n the pRezzZies

appreciate all of it

n hopefully when it comes

to ya peeps turn...

i can return the favour

Nothing great to update..

~*Dd*~

2007-05-05T22:34:00.000+08:00

A broken tap that has water trickling all day

is how i feel except that

a tap can be fixed

while i can't - spoilt and flooded

2007-05-02T04:16:00.000+08:00

Communication is said to be the

key to comprehend someone's

thoughts, ideas, concerns & etc

Contradicting as it may seem

I'm not getting mine across this fella

Am i the dumb one?!?!

Maybe i shall consider that...

Eventho he's highly educated, outspoken

n wateva crap lah...

His replies always make me wanna

choke him till he's purple but not dead

i doubt its possible koz he's

much bigger than me...

i guess Smart pple have Dumbness t0o

**xxxxxxx**

Talked to a guy friend recently

n he said i'm not girlfriend material

hmmm...? I'm really not meh???

he said my smart wittedness will

turn off guys plus i'm not "manja"

(lovey dovey)

i feel like bitting his head off

haha....

he added i'm more of

f**k buddy material koz i look unfaithful

then i feel like severing his lil john

*cHop*ch0p*

i wouldn't want a boyfriend

like him or even once like him

the kinds of people...

amazing... i think i can be one t0o

but don't wish to

2007-04-28T16:18:00.000+08:00

I'm currently applying stain remover on my

white uniform which is stained with munky's

blood.Blood that was gushing from his scalp

a few days a go.It took me a while

to clean it because the images

that i've experience on that very day was

t0o painful. The injury was self inflicted & I

had the priviledge to view it upfront without

a choice. My world became a turmoil on that

very day. This is t0o personal to share, but i

would just like to share especially to those who

loves to self inflict pain. Please love yourself then

others will love you. I know it sounds s0o cliche

but it makes sense somehow.

How could you

hurt yourself whenever you'r down or angry..?

I've asked myself that question before.

I know that there is

a sense of satisfaction to compensate the pain.

How can you love others but not yourself? isn't it

as if u won't let others love you

because u don't love urself? Because of what the

others see in you, you don't even see it yourself.

Did it ever occur that hurting

oneself is like hurting ur love ones

indirectly? That is if they do not know

about it. What about those who knows?

Continue my life story...

basically i'm no longer with Munky

The Chapter ended 2 weeks ago...

To my dear peeps...

those with meandering thoughts

This might stop it...

I don't think i need to explain

myself about century square

but hope this will extinguish whateva

u peeps were thinking...

2007-04-27T00:17:00.000+08:00

Life haven't been tt great

but i'm holding on...

i'm worried that i can't find a job

i've applied to CGH

have yet to get any calls

Maybe i shall consider applying

for SQ or something like that..

or maybe be jobless for a while...

haha n leave off my parents as always

this a great hurdle to get over...

enough of that...

i dont know wat else to blog...

2007-04-22T00:08:00.000+08:00

Went out with Zahid just now....

Went to find his mom's birthday gift....

everywhere was pack...

What do i expect...

Its a freaking SATURDAY..!!

haha...

Went to Vivo...Town...Arab St

he wanted to go for shisha

He had it all alone while

i enjoy my ciggies...!!

Went to Samar... He had d

honeydew, smells very nice..!!

ouh ya...

At town we went to a perfume

shop..he wanted to get a cologne

ME d itchy hand just can't

leave the shop empty handed

bought myself an

Anna Sui Dolly..!

Actually was quite fickle abt

wat perfume to get...

tried to find Victoria Secret's

Body Splash but they were out

& they only had the coconut wat not

DAMN!!!

Nxt tyme i guess....

so now i'm Cash Strapped...

i joLly know i am but

just have to spent it

on a perfume..

but its worth while...

Guess wat?? Pei Si got into

KKH OT...!!!

(the gal in class that has a major

attitude problem & can be a

Dumb ass)

OH ME GOSH

i wonder what they saw in her

to allow her to work in

OPERATING THEATRE??

She's gonNa screw up alot..

NO DOUBT...

* she pronounce PRESSED as

PRESSTED*

Eventho we corrected her

she insist its pronounced as so!

I'm gg to pity the staff...

but i wish her all the best

cause i know she's gg to get some

or maybe a lot of scolding...

either from the nuRses there

or the Doctor...

I still don't know if i should send

in my application form to CGH..

i think i will n see wHat

will happen....

2007-04-20T11:12:00.000+08:00

"FARK"

i can truly use this werd to meditate

werked with a particular nurse

ytd n some days before

she has this stuck up face

n treat u like as if u'r a ghost...

"ur presence is truly not

appreciated..! "

thats like wat she's giving away..

but despite those observed

tell tale signs...

it told myself to persevere...

n i survived..!!!

but i had to have 2 bars of chocolate

halfway to bring myself up

to put up with her...

yep its that bad...!!

other than that.... I feel that i'm not

up to this job...

there's a lot of things tat I

myself have NO idea wat to

do n how to do it..!!

i'm like the most useless one..

i think i shld start finding some

job that i can really do..

haiz...

k lah got 2 bath n go to 'werk'

2007-04-14T02:14:00.000+08:00

Its been 2 days since i laid

on my bed... was on nyte shift...

It was ok...

I thought werking nyte would be

peaceful somehow...

but it wasnt for me...

i got sick n faRking tired

of sending a no. of auNties

to the toilet every 30-45mins...

like fark...

i dont get it...aren't they tired n

dont they need to slp???

at points of time i tot

of telling them to just wait at the

toilet the whole nyte...

haha...

anyways i've been sleeping in

the living r0om on the

sofa bed in case u all wonder whre

i slp or did i even slp?

Enuf of "hospitals"

i wonder if i shld start filling up

the SNB form...?

Also to fill up the CGH application

form...i still don't noe

wat i wanna do...

haiz...

k lah zoning out...

sweet dreams!!

2007-04-08T01:21:00.000+08:00

The chaLet was gr8t..!!!

but t0o much fo0d got wasTed

k0z we weRe coNcenTrat'N on the fAgs

wEl the same perSon got dRunk

for this cHalet...

d Very sAme person fr0m tT

cluBbing eVent...

Finally i got 2 c

D ronYok facEs of my LarHlings...!!

ahaks...

i dont wanNa do it anymoRe tho

koz i thiNk i won'T havE

muCh sTamiNa 4 it...

eSp wen it comes to D pack'n up...

but it was great..!!

t0o bad i didn't bring my

caMera... wanTed t0

but forgot t0...

i"m still waiting

2 view the pics tho...

*******

my night shift goNna

b on this coming Wed..!!!

aArghh...

i really wonder wats coming 4

me on this shift...

haiz...

i shall patiently await the day...

n i shall update my

experience here...

t0odLes....!!

2007-03-31T13:06:00.000+08:00

Been SneEzing alot...

i guess my blog needs some dusting...

ahaks...

Well i'm haPpie that the chalet is

hapPening but I can only get there by 9.30

but we gonna have the whole nyte..!!

My 6 bLo0dy damn long

attachment have started

& i've oredi screwed it...

I was suppose to be there @ 7 am

but i woke up at 8.30 am

didnt hear the alarm...

haha...

i don't noe why but i've

been having bad Waking Up probs

its always the reason

for me beeing late...

nvr others....

Luckily i was able to com for the

afternoon shift if NOT

i would have to make it up tdy

which is a BIG NO NO..!

(",)

last weekend i went for a class picnic

at Palawan Beach...Had loTsa fun...

Again i came late for reaSon that

i want to sleep more....

and could not wake up shit...

but overall

it was GREAT..!!

i'm gonna miss them all

despite all the

issues n situations in

the class..

2007-03-18T00:53:00.000+08:00

i'm S0o hYped up abt the chalet...

Its been some time since we did

an ind0or thingy... ahaks...!!

Usually hanging out or binging

n smoking our ass off n cluttering the floor

with our cigarette buds...

WieEet~~

My exams is in a day n I'm

S0o not prepared for it....

But one thing for sure i'M prepared

to take the SUPP paper but

not staying back tho

that'll b extra sucky...

i can't bring myself to study

with all the things happening...

ouh ya

ytd.. at 5 A.M a bugger kol me

non-stop talking in a whisperish voice

i thot it was a fren of mine...

but he wasn't

i asked wat he wanted

n he wanted a FAVOUR...

ya favour at 5 in the morning

such an irritating st0opid bugger

i told him off S0o many times

n he just keeps on calling

till my phone JAMMED...!!

from rejecting his kols...

it all ends only near to 6A.M

n i was to0 pissed to slp...

it took me an hr to get back to slp mode

den wen i woke up...

i got a shocking msg from a fren

saying he's considering to get

married by end of the year...

shocking koz he wasn't seeing anyone

n he has yet to set eyes on anyone...

so i asked him who have u found?

n he said he have yet 2 find anyone...

n will TRY to find one s0on...

he's crazy...

I'm wishing him all the best tho...

n WISH me LUCK for My

examz yah...

so i wont be stuck in sch...

t0odles~

2007-03-14T16:04:00.000+08:00

Thanks to Kit, I've been tagged.

Rules:Each person who gets tagged

needs to write a blog post

of their own 6 idiosyncrasies

as well as clearly state this rule.

after you state your 6 weirdness

you need to choose 6 people to be tagged

and list ur multiply id at the bottom of their blog.

dont forget to leave a comment

that says "you're tagged" in their comments

and tell them to read your blog

for information as to what it means.

*****

well i'll try to think of 6...

i cant think of much idiosyncrasies of mine

koz i dont think i have any...but i''ll try

1) I usually hand wash my precious bras...

so the laundry for them will be done

every week. On lazy weeks i wld just forget

about them till i ran out of them

or anything close n i'll just take one

from the laundry bag n reuse....

a bit gross but its a RARITY

oaite...! then i'll be doing the laundry

on the nyte itself

2) I'll b a cranky bitch if I

don't have enough sleep... whoeva

pushes my button will get a

lashing regardless whose at fault...

so STAY away from me

wen i look sleepy to Spare

urself from my sharp tongue

3) When i was in Pri Sch...Pri 4

I wld avoid eating Indian dishes koz

my dad once told me that if i have t0o

much curry or their food

i'll smell like them... haha

its like now i know its not a fact

i still don't eat much of indian

foods...

4) You'll find me at Candy Empire

@ Vivo if i eva got separated

from the grp n my phone is dead..!

5) ouh ya this happen to me a

lot of tymes oredi...

I'll be all ready to head to beach with

my bikini n toiletries n wateva not...

wen i'm about to change to tanning gear...

i'll forget to bring my bottom...

6) i dont noe lah..... maybe doing this...

haha sorry yah just need to have

a last pt

2007-03-14T15:48:00.000+08:00

I don't know who or why...

but somehow........

i'm missing some1's presence....

[i HIGHLY doubt its d gal

from my neighbouhood...]

weird but its wat i'm feeling

at the moment

i really do wonder who it is...

skip this emo shit

sch ended on the 9th...

i'm left w two weeks

study period to sit for my FINAL

exams...!

haha cant wait n dont have the

motivation to study...

guess just read n

see wat i can vomit out

on the day of te paper itself lah..

after all this i'll be having a

6 week full shift attachment

SwEeEt ryte....

haha i guess i'll be asking

my mom to pack me food to

bring to attachment...

plus the opportunity to cut

down on my puffing rate...

2007-03-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

i stayed home d whole day today

except to go out to smoke

n grab some munchies at the nearest cc

i thought i could work on

my project n do some

cleaning for my messy r0om...

it didn't happen...

while taking a "break"

from "working" on the project

i came across some interesting

pics while searching for

sexy man...

0oops...

ya i Noe u all b thinking

y was i looking up for sexy man

in the first place...

here are some pics

How can this Eva be sexy?!!

but thing i can say that he

has a woman's hip

Cute huh...hehe

2007-03-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

Hectic schedule just cause u trouble

here & there....

rushing to do ur obligations...

n u tend to miss out lil

obligations n appointments....

well tts just human

we make mistakes n not forgetting

repeating them...

there seem to be a ot of tension

with my school mates n

my patience is up to my neck...

i've been lashing at pple

n apologising...

crap...

hey gals had a good time

catching up n bitching...

don't forget to email me those pics!!!

2007-02-23T17:57:00.000+08:00

oO0o i got hold of some cat fight....

or shall i say blogging cat fight...

from wat i read from the parties involve..

the starter is the same starter

a year ago...

bleAarGhHhh...

while reading her blog

Dear Sya,

somehow it makes me sick

of some of ya so called "believes"

truth to be told wateva

u say u'r gonna swallow those

in time to come...

well u oredi did in some entries....

the part bout ur marriage...

its sad how u dont think before u blog

esp wen u say it ova n ova again

n take it back ova n ova again

looks like u'r

in denial or wat crap...

jealousy was one thing i read

between the lines

all this times ur habits nvr change...

Look like MATURITY have caught up

with u physically but not fully for

MENTALLY & SOCIALLY....

girl at the rate u go... u aint gonna

fit into ur wedding dress...

esp with the no. of drinks u drink

it doesn't matter how much u had

its how much u enjoy the drink...

drinking to get drunk

can be a good thing but its

not healthy n u shld noe that best

n i cant belief u were still

pouring ur feelings abt the

fight that is s0o long ago...

let it go....

i wonder if u have let go of ya past

or forgive urself of ur wrong deeds..

if u eva had the guilt tt is

keep in mind that whoeva

tt u'r bitching was there

with u thru ya thick n thins...

n not forgetting ya made up

stories (may or may not b)

plus u were rarely there for any of us

Hope you have a blissful marriage

enough of those past....

recently i've been working my ass

off like a clock that never

stops telling time...

be it working on my project,

work or at chores or errands...

i cant belief that i'll b graduating s0on..!

i'm left with 2 wks of sch den

6 weeks of full shift attachment..

good luck for me for d attachment...

somehow i dnt wanna go to the

working scene yet..!

i still wanna have fun while

my parents pay for them

haha... fat hope....

i lost my juice to blog...

gotta get bcak to sch stuff..!

OX-Hugs n Kisses-XO

2007-02-18T18:47:00.000+08:00

I didn't know working at night

could be s0o depressing..!

i worked from 9pm

yesterday til 9am today...!

i smoked more than 1/2 pack of

cigarettes... wait... b4 that

i had another box... but 1/4 only left

Luckily i was working with fun people

there were 4 of us for the nyte

@ 3 am 2 was asleep...

me n my friend left the shop n sat

upfront n smoke a few sticks...

that was how boring it was...

by 7am the smokers were

grumpy n could barely stand

straight on both feet...

For the record this is the last

time i'm gg to work at nyt

at least for this job....

n belief or not i just slept for 3 hrs

n now im at the comp

typing away...!!!

hyea hyea hyea....

2007-02-14T21:01:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day Everyone...!

Almost everyone at school was

all dressed up for the day...

i got chocolates as soon as

i enter the room

then later at noon i got a rose..!!

so sweet of him

it was from the dude who

wore the underwear over his boxers

He got for Von, Eda, Moi & his Love

but the unappreciative me

stuff it into my sling bag

amongst the organizer,

papers n wateva junk inside

hehe... 0ops

but i have a gd reason for that

am i suppose to hold it while

taking a bike wif my cuz?!

nah... so i hang out with him

n he somehow started

to pour his relationship probs

hearing it made me think

thru some things...

2007-02-02T12:20:00.000+08:00

Still recovering from my flu....

felt so sucky the last few days...

altho i was sick, i went to Fox's

warehouse sale..! which started ytd...

n d day b4 i went to Giordano's

warehouse sale too..!!

after all these shopping... i realise tt

with all the new tops tt

i got... i dont have much pants

to circulate with the tops

crap...haha

Had fun searching n digging 4

the clothes...! ahaks

n i was oredi tired after 20 mins

thru the scavaging...

tts shows how unhealthy i am..

ahaks...

It was a worth the sweat...!

i spent only $48 for 8 tops,

an accessory & 2 pairs of panties..!

altogether in 2 separate days

cool huh...

topshop n dorothy perkins' line was

available at the Fox's sale

but most of it are those

fugly ones n if its nice its of the

12-16 sizes...

No more shopping for me

nxt 2 mths...!

with the exception of pants/bottoms

Lotsa Lurve

~*Dd*~

2007-01-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

I saw Kat's pic in today's newpaper!!

under the fri fling section...

hmm.. somehow i find that

she's put on some weight...

it's gd tho...she looks much betta

more babelicious!!

n kit the font i'm using is

Bradley Hand ITC...

ehk find ur own lah...

whre can same²

tsk tsk tsk

Anyways anyone wanna go

for a brazilian wax..??

i got the token ticket for

a buy one get one free thingy..!!

we can split d price..!

txt me by end of the month yah!

or betta asap

ahaks...

i'm s0o excited abt it....

wonder what it feels lyk!!

regarding the gals day out Kit

when is it gonna be?

i need to put aside sme cash 4 it..

so tell me in advance...

I got some gd news...

i got a boyfriend...!!

I've paid my fine...!1 burden gone!

I'v got rid of Josh...

I'v lost weight..! its bad news actually

haha...

well i forgot wat i wanted

to blog that's why myt topics jump

here n there

ahaks

Lotsa Lurve

~*Dd*~

2007-01-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

Finally things are getting better

At LAST...

(been praying VERY hard 4 it)

its been good...

except that i've yet to pay my fine

I'm gonna hunt down every single one

that owes me money...

n i'm gonna charge interest...!

Nyeahahaha

n clear my small debts

here n there...

Somehow i wonder why i get

agitated or pissed easily these days

but it shld be good...

so no one can step

over me or manipulate blur me

*DotX*

2007-01-01T23:27:00.000+08:00

i just cant slp without blogging this.!!

this morning while at work

two guys came in

they look at least 15yrs apart

the older one was calm n cool..

th younger one was a bit cheeky

i went to the store to grab some stuff

as soon as i walk out n look out

i saw the younger guy

was stuff'n somethng into his grey bag

which i think was taken from those

sales gallery at expo

then as he carried the load...

the older guy went 2 purchase a

newpaper..i guess he's d look out guy

useless one at it too

koz he didnt notice the mirror

that it positioned there whre i can see...

i ask him if i cld check his bag..

he said yes n went to a blindspot

n took out those stuff....

ard this tym my manager was

by my side...

the younger stoopid guy gladly

show his unpacked bag n walked off

as i went to the place

guess wat he wanted to take!!!

.......

.....

...

2 bloody cartons of 330mls beer

imagine the face n how far

his shoulder went to carry all

that on 1 shoulder..

hahaha...

they are far from drunk wen

this happened....

one hell of a start for my

NEW YEAR..!!

So far so good!!

til i had to pay $12 for a shortage

in the cash register

tsk tsk tsk

but those guys really made me larf

i salute them for trying...

ahaks

2007-01-01T02:34:00.000+08:00

HaPpie New YeaR..!!

May this year be a much pleasant

one for me..!!

Well i didnt get to countdown

with my fwens..

but the hell my brother did get to do so

"life is a bitch"

i was home by 1130 plus minus

then ard1 plus am...

my dad came out of his room

and gave a petty life talk...

nothing that i've nvr

heard from him b4...

he was talk'n abt me having 2 start

work soon and how's life gonna be..

then came to a part about boyfriends

he said he knows i have a lot..!!

that made me almost larf out loud...

he continued by saying don't enjoy

to0 much...

(which is impossible @ times)

find a gd boyfriend n that its difficult

to really noe d guy thoroughly

n bla bla bla....

thank god that's all

nothing about sex or wat not

haha...

if not i'll kiss him gdnyte

n go to bed...

Nice & Filling Dinner peeps...

Sorry Zaf there is no pic of u bt

i noted ya name

n yan sorry...

i only have this pic in my cam

ahaks...

c ya peeps soon..!!

2006-12-30T23:52:00.000+08:00

I came to a realisation that i've

been wanting a relationship

but i've been doing the opposite instead

subconsciously

i've no idea what is gg thru my head

my heart nor myself

I've been pulling myself back alot

and this isnt good...

enough of the blabbering

work have been hectic koz some1

tok mc for a whole week

n every1 is scattering all over

to cover her shift

she betta come nxt week!

i'm gg to find a new job...

i'm s0o sick of this job

plus i got an irritating old admirer

who wld just come by to say HI

plus i have been paying for the shortages

at the counter...

n i'll go bust s0on if it keeps

on happening..!!

+Disturbed+

2006-12-27T20:00:00.000+08:00

What ya peeps plan for the new year?!

i didnt hear any phone rings frm ya all!!

Sorry Kit that dae at msn

i didnt reply which was regarding

what we are gg to do to

welcome the new year

i wasn't at the comp...

my fwen was happily bz ignoring

the pple who nudged me online

anyone got any idea

whre i can werk part time?

i'm gonna quit this job

koz it aint worth it...

koz i need to pay d bloody fine..!!

*pissed out*

* n nuthing to say *

2006-12-20T17:49:00.000+08:00

wat i've been dodging has slap me

with a lot to face this week...

i've been slapped with a $200 fine from HSA

for littering a cigarette bud today
isn't $200 a lil t0o much??!!
why cant it be just a $100??!!
with $200 i can buy at least
18 boxes of cigarettes!
i have an idea..
can some1 somehow create a
portable ash tray??
i wont mind buying them
n at least i can have another idea
as to wat to get for my
smoker fwens' bdae prezzies!
before this i've to face a crap
junkie like guy who just
made my life screwed
thks to him...
my allowance have been hold off n
halved! plus my ic is taken awae
n im grounded...!!!
ya at 19 i still have to face
being grounded...
things were juz about to get betta
but this guy just have to
make my life worst
eventho its by the consequence of
me gg out with him
but becoz of his actions tt he's
the TOTAL FAULT!
my life cant be worst than this..!!
i'm gonna quit my part time job
koz the sight of the place
will remind me of these events
i noe its somehow petty...
but its betta this way i guess
i've given my request of resignation
abruptly ytd nyte...
im gonna find another part time job
if im still unlucky
i'll just have to bare with my
halved allowance...
txt me or tag me i'll b
diverting my phone to pizza hut
or maybe macdonals
"Life is always a bitch"

2006-12-13T18:20:00.000+08:00

had a chalet a few days ago...

its been some time since i've

participated in such fun....

some dude tried on a playboy brief

as soon as he opened the package!!

thk god he only pulled dwn his berms

but not his boxers

then this prev classmate who

withdrawed frm sch

2 take a degree somewhre else came

to join the party

she some how managed to convince me that

i'm jaded...haha

n also convinced me to join Emirates

koz she's halfway filling up the form oredi

so she's somehow finding some1 to go

with her n im considering it...

but i'm still trying to figure out wat i really

wanna do after i graduate

koz she somehow made me think

when she ask me so...

n i figure that i really need to do

some thinking so i wnt be called

"jaded"

n get ova with whateva tt have

the hell happened in d past

*smiles*

2006-12-09T18:26:00.000+08:00

a Pajama Party...?

sure...i c some fun frm those pics

of urs Kit....

but i got a prob...

i have no pajamas...will a tee n shorts do...?

haha..well the littlest thing song

by Lily Allen is sure

nice n touchy....

u checked out her video..?

its cool....

after read'n that blog abt the pple

ard us get'n engaged or get'n married

soon... made me think....

wat are they think'n... i'm wonder'n

esp for Dillah...

I'm quite shocked after read'n abt her

Are they really ready for such

commitents??! if they really are

well..i salute them...

enuf abt that

as u all noe it rained

all over S'pore on thurs

me n Von planned to tan

n its was bryte n sunny til i saw

dark skies @ kembangan

s0 instead of sun tanning we were

RAIN TANNING

at Tanjong beach we sat at KM8

bought some drinks there

just to b able to sit there

n waited for the sun

or at least rays of sun to appear

but it was pathetic sia...!!!

2006-12-04T21:05:00.000+08:00

IM A SHOPAHOLIC....!!

i spent another $140 on a set of lingerie..!!

i spent my 2 months savings within 24hrs..!!

is there a place for shopaholic

to go to..?

a help center or some thing??

luckily i dnt have a credit card

if not i'll be a declared bankrupt

teen...!

aAaargh....

2006-12-04T00:42:00.000+08:00

i went ga ga at bugis village just nw

after gg to Ein's gig @ Gas Haus

a metal n etc gig...

lotsa antics n 1 or 2 bitches

that needs to be punched

so she'll save on her eyeliners

for a few days...

his band's performace was gr8t

they were able to grab moz of d

crowd's attention....

back to bugis village...

i bought 2 bags, 2 pairs of boyshorts

an imitation slppers out of

desperation... haha

n i end up spending ard $130

i'm so gonna go broke

+ + +

b4 all this...I was waiting for a fwen

at Sim Lim Square bustop

she was late koz the bus driver was

a turtle...

an Indian guy who apparently moved

his seat n sat nxt 2 me...

then he tried to hit on me or somthing

but somehow i doubt so

he started by asking

"Are you Malaysian or Singaporean?"

u peeps wld noe my reply

u peeps will larf with his nxt line...

"Have u eva been on any front page magazine?"

"Have u model for a front page or something?"

well my reply was a big NO

i looked away but b4

giving a 'wat duh~' face..

wat d hell...wat kinda thing to do

while waiting for someone 2 pick him up?

t0o bored huh? can always use his hp wat

d next bez thing happened...

another elderly indian guy ask for a

cigarette as i was abt to

light up one...

so i gave n then surprisingly

he's a smoker without a lighter...

wat's d point of xplaining that

he ran out of cigarette wen he has no lighter?

im s0o not gonna go there by

bus again...

today's event is enough..

2006-12-03T00:38:00.000+08:00

just got back from werk

i was s0o hyperactive at werk..!

met Josh for a while for supper

things are still d same...

somehow i cant stop thinking

there's a possibility he's married

@ d same time contemplating that he's not...

with the circumstances that he has...

whateva it is

its still a mystery that

i have yet to solve...

& i have yet found a good reason to abandon

solving the mystery of this guy that

i know of for like 8 months?

Ouh ya while at werk...

i saw this lady sitting down

with her back facing me...

i saw a pair of eyes..!!!

it was situated somewhre @ d hip

slightly above the start'n of a butt crack

cool huh...in a way tt is

she tattoo-ed

the eyes of No Fear sort

somehow i found tt its cool

so wheneva she leans forward

an eye will b watching out who's

checking out her butt..

ahaks...

another story i need to tall ya is that

a woman came 2 buy a small bottle

of dry gin....

but before leaving with wat she

has purchased...

she asked for a knife

guess wat its for???!

...........

its to cut a lemon...!

she brought a lemon n she cut it

with our rusty penknife

which we warned her

n she cut in on the floor...!

only god knows whether she place

the lemon on a tissue or not to

cut it on the damn floor...!

i wonder who are the lucky

ones that'll b joining her in

the drinking session

that's all folks..!!

i'll blog more of pple's antics!

nitey ntes...!

2006-11-30T23:55:00.000+08:00

i watched Tenacious D..!!

its farnie in an idotic way..

but its cool tho...ahaks in a way or another

it's Jack Black...! l0oking at him

is farnie enough to me...

he made up a lyrical of the

classical beethoven with loads of curses

the moz farnie part was when this

guy with a crutch n a wooden leg

ask jack black n his partner

2 come to him so that he can

stab them...

who in the right mind would do that??!

typing it out doe not make it sound farnie

but watching this part is...

should watch out how they got

d name of the so called band

+ + +

YEA..!!!!

today is the last day of

attachment for me..!!

Holiday here i come..!!

able to spend lotsa time with my bed..!!

gonna try my best getting

rid of these dark circles that i have..

i myte be gg off to some

part of m'sia by nxt wk or on d 18th

so pathetic m'sia only..

it was suppose to be a trip 2 Bandung

but some1 just have to spent a few

thousand on some appliances

n spoilt the budget...

so am not looking forward to it

i'll b content staying here..

make Some plans yah..!!

i'm free...!!!

0oops not exactly still got to work

but i have available time

to enjoy n party!!!

2006-11-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

went to A&E dept tdy...n its c0ol..!

its where the action happens

and the most gross encounters that u can face

i can't wait for this week to end

hoping this posting is gonna past

very d fast...!!

& I can enjoy my HOLIDAY..!!

weEe~~

my perfumes are running low

n still can't decide what perfume to buy

especially with all the latest

range of perfumes released...

i'm spoilt for choice...!!

Nina by Nina Ricci

smells so damn sweet..!

d sweetest apple u can smell

but aint my smell...

Lanvin Rumeur...

well those who likes

strong smell of jasmine may like it...

Tommy Girl 10 is s0o zesty yet subtle

it just sticks to ur nose!

i wanna smell Vera Wang Princess..!!

n Lacoste Inspiration

n Anna Sui Secret Wish Magic Romance

i think i'm gonna get Anna Sui Dreams

or maybe...

d dilema of a bored girl...

who is running out of perfumes

altho there are loads of miniatures

and a bottle of Burberry Weekend

stored for a rainy day...

ahaks..

or maybe get one of those Thierry Mugler

or maybe Molton Brown

yada yada yada

wow i just realise that's its been

9 months...!

i've broke my record..!!

*goodness gracious me*

ouh ya larhlings plan something

for this dec arh...

n dont tell me its gonna be

a pajama party

ahaks

mr sandman has done his dusting on me

nytes..!

2006-11-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

rays of light have lighted my life...

but it's still dim...

having lil' light is betta than darkness

surrounded by couples have

somehow make me go green..

and at tymes make me wanna puke

it's not due to some indecency

but just somehow

puke due to jealousy...

can that even happen..?!

for me only i guess...

but somehow i get to suck out

a bit of their ecstacy...

like some kinda vampire or wat not...

to bring out my light...

it's sad tho coz i'm sorta relying

on the pple ard me...

but at least im happier than before

*life is a btch*

2006-10-29T13:50:00.000+08:00

eventhough its not d end of the year

i conclude that this year

is a total disastrous year for me...

the rates of incidences & crap things happening

to me this year have just reach the peak..!!!

haha...

well it could be a good sign or bad...

good coz the following year won't

be as bad as this one...

bad coz maybe there's more to come!

going thru this stage of my life

i realise that no matter how patient

or prepared you are for any upcoming

uneventful events or wat not..

the tendecy of u faltering is there...

u will be sure to falter...

its just a matter of how strong u are

to hold on, trying not to fall...

i'm surrendering my life to fate...

hahaha

wateva that means...

gotta study...

clocking out

2006-10-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

What u pple thing abt a gal who
dates a married man or someone’s man???
Whateva ur thots are

tell me!!!
Koz I myte as well be one of them
which I assume I am in
well its one principle that I stand by
which is not to date some1 else’s guy/husband
or what not
just feel so farking shit wen somehow u
think that u are
what else to see a guy that u’r dating removing
a ring off his left hand’s ring finger
as soon as u enter his car!!
n when u question his doings later on
the 1st thing he did is to

DENY that he has any ring on!!!
N when further questioned the only
Reason he can say for doing so is
“it would implicate that I’m married”
HaHaHaHaMuaHaHA!
BulLshit!!
If u’r innocent or wat crap reason u haf
U can always leave the ring on!!!
If questioned then u can always give
Ur farking lame reason!!!
N still have d cheek to say that
“from d looks of ur face u ain’t satisfied
with my reason, so ask me”
Hell yes im not satisfied with the reason
what d fark shld I ask wen u kept
repeating the same ans?!?!
well guess wat?!
if things turn out bad
im sure to look out for his car!!
I got the license plate no!
Just d ryte tym to note in down!!
I’m not being cruel here
Its just so0 farking
Rude to lie to some1 in the face
When u’r caught for something that’s
So farking serious

For a moment I felt lyk slapping his face!!
For having the grin slapped on his

face in this conversation!!
Well another crap thing happen as I was
In the cab
Larfie this fwen of mine told me to speak in
Malay hoping that the taxi driver ain’t malay
But to my shockness (my own)
He was speaking in malay on the phone!!!
Fark bloody paisey!!
I was crapping indecent actions!!
I cldn’t take d embarrasement
N I started cover my face with my hair!!!
Shit I feel s0o crap n rude for toking those
Chits in front of a pak cik!!!
So MALU~!!
N wen I reached home I straight wen into d rm
n my dad had to talked me out to help
Out my mom
N he tot I had a fight with my boyfriend which
Is “I don’t have one”

to begin with
Tdy is just s0o farking crappy!!
N larfie thot that I was drunk
Just from some alcoholic beverages frm
7-eleven

Muahahaha ya ryte!!!
*peace out*
~I’m PiSSed~

ouh ya ein's gig they were gr8t!!

love their performance!!

the moshpit was gd t0o ahaks